.Tuesday, October 06, 2009 ' 4:43 AM Y
UPDATE!My plan to go bangkok might not be able to go! thats bad! everything was planned nicely. but! my company has move to a new building and unlucky was, the dates clash with my holiday! and no one can take leave on that dates. tsk. it will be a terrible week as i have to work like Monday - sunday! Ks, since our J and Kp cant go with us. its ok. we can go ourselves. I see nothing wrong in asking yr bro to go. Its not like no one to go then we ask him. if he still piss with me, i believe he wont give a damm to talking to me. but he started to tok to me. which makes me feel 'ok i think enough time, now its the time to forgive and forget' and, time really cools down everything. i just feel now i can talk to him than previously dont talk at all. its just coincidence. probably thats why your friends feel like why sometimes im cold and hot. its just i feel i want you to be as close to your brother as before. like we can chat in the room... can bully your brother.. just misses the times la. sometimes people dont understand the situation and they misunderstand. u tried to explain yourself and if they insist on their own thinking, there is nothing u can do, really. now it is the time for them to cool and forgive and forget. people think differently. i just feel i want you and your family to be as good as the past. maybe i experience things these while and i feel all after all, still are family. which nothing can replace. not even friends. family is always the first. :) u can live without friends/gf/bf but not without family. maybe im not the kind to make the first move to talk to someone.. but true friends wont ignore, if they still cherish this friendship :) whatever happens, life still have to go on. the earth still spin no matter what la! As long as WE understand each other, we dont have to take other people's comment to heart! btw, yr house cooked luncheon meat. awesome man.